21st May 2011

I don't know if you'll be checking on this whilst we're not talking, but I felt as though I should write a blog just in case.

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Waking up without you
It doesn't feel right
To sleep with only memories
It's harder every night
Sometimes I think I can feel you breathing on my neck

Tonight I'm reaching out to the stars
I think that he owes me a favor
It doesn't matter where you are
I'll hold you again

I wish I could hear your voice
And don't leave me alone in this bed
I wish I could touch you once more
And don't leave me alone in this bed
Not tonight, not tomorrow

I've got the feeling that this will never cease
Living in these pictures
It never comes with ease
I swear that if I could make this right
You'd be back by now

Tonight I'm screaming out to the stars
He knows he owes me a favor
It doesn't matter where you are
You'll be mine again

I wish I can hear your voice
And don't leave me alone in this bed
I wish I could touch you once more
And don't leave me alone in this bed

What about the plans that we had
We'd been crazy not to go
Meet me in capeside

I wish I can hear your voice
And don't leave me alone in this bed
I wish I could touch you once more
And don't leave me alone in this bed

Don't leave me alone, don't leave me alone
Don't leave me alone in this bed
Don't leave me alone, don't leave me alone
Don't leave me alone in this bed
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I keep hearing songs that make me think of you, :(

I don't know what's going to happen and it terrifies me that it could all go horribly wrong :(
I'd lose the most important person to me, my fiancé..
I don't think my heart will be able to deal with it :(
It's yours, that I know for sure, but the part I have left,
The part that's keeping me alive,
I don't know how that'll deal with the loss of you.

If I were a rabbit I'd die over the loss of you :(

I don't really know what else to write for now..

I just want you to know that I love you.
I will respect your decision no matter what it is.
I may try to fight to get you back, but I don't think I can be blamed for that.

Farewell for now, my beautiful fallen angel...


<3